I AM: Essentially me. Oxymoronic - simply complicated.
I JUST NOW: sat my fat butt in front of the idiot's box to watch LOST.
I SAID: "give it to me lar!" when my mom told me my aunt might be winning a new hp and she said she, i.e my aunt, should give it to her, i.e. my mom. See what happens when you have a lot of females in your family?
I WANT: to be grateful with what I have and not feel crappy or envious or whatever for what I don't have or not blessed to receive.
I WISH: I was by the beach, listening to the waves and looking at the stars.
I HATE: feeling so shitty when I shouldn't. I hate it when I sometimes snap at my parents when I know I shouldn't and I hate people who litter when the dustbin is riiight in front of them. No one is picking up your rubbish after you! And I hate it when people belittle my complains and think that my life is all perfect.
I MISS: being carefree and careless. Okay, I Am still careless.
I FEAR: that I might miss the boat or boats - Scholarship, and like Esther, young love. And I Fear that my life would be meaningless and would not leave a mark on humanity. A positive mark.
I HEAR: advertisements on AXN and mommy dearest speaking over the phone - 'container sudah tarik?'.
I WONDER: whether I am actually a hypocrite. Am I?
I REGRET: Nope. can't think of any. There are no regrets, only lessons- Ern reminded me of that.
I AM NOT: That confident actually. I do have self-doubts. 'I'm Only human, of flesh and blood are made.'
I SING: for fun and to irritate people.
I CRY: When I'm alone and watching sappy love stories or even reading sad books. And I sometimes cry when it's just too much.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: sane.
I MADE: good friends that I'll treasure. I'm talking bout you!
I WRITE: sense when I'm sane and nonsense when I'm insane. Perfectly logical.
I CONFUSE: others by talking in in huge circles and then when I stop talking, I forget what I was talking about. Inilah akibatnya when words come out of my mouth without going through the brain.
I NEED: my family and friends to be happy and healthy.
I SHOULD: be sleeping like a pig.
I START: thinking bout appreciating life and live it more but I find myself occasionally falling into routine or self-pity.
I FINISH: when I think I've finished.
I TAG : kexin, kin wai!