Sometimes I wonder,
What have I gotten myself into?
Is it all that worth it?
Experienced the raw manifestation of sheer tactlessness today.
And what I absolutely beh tahan is that I allowed them to see me in a moment of weakness.
When I so needed strength- it deserted me.
A distinct reminder yet again, that I am only human.
I'm never quick to anger, but in this case -
I really cannot see the sincere intentions of it all; other than hypocrisy and narcissism.
At least at this very moment.
Which is really, very sad.
Belittling people covered in a thin, translucent shroud of an excuse;
dosn't justify the meaning of service in the smallest sense.
If you can't see that, then I wish you a happy life.